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Heartbroken doesn't cover it

 My dear friend Candace passed a little while ago. I'd been expecting, it though not this soon. There's a part of me that's relieved that she only had weeks of pain, instead of months or years. The rest of me feels robbed. I saw an interesting-looking CFP earlier today, and my instinct was to show it to her, and then I realized, no, we're never going to write together again. Or be conference roommates, or text pictures of doggies. She won't come for Christmas. So many things.

Cycle of life stuff, I know. There's a childish part of me that keeps going, "It's not fair! It's not fair! It's not fair!" But life's not fair, and that's all there is to it.

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browngirl
Aug. 2nd, 2017 07:57 am (UTC)
Oh my friend. I grieve with you.
*hugs you a lot*
caitri
Aug. 2nd, 2017 04:12 pm (UTC)
*HUGS*
abigail89
Aug. 3rd, 2017 01:39 pm (UTC)
I'm so very sorry for the loss of your beloved friend. And you're right: IT'S NOT FAIR.
caitri
Aug. 3rd, 2017 06:48 pm (UTC)
<3 *HUGS*
anutty1
Aug. 4th, 2017 02:52 am (UTC)
I'm so sorry for your loss, Cait. Dealing with the death of loved ones is so hard, no matter how often you experience it. You'll be in my thoughts.
caitri
Aug. 4th, 2017 05:58 am (UTC)
<3 <3 <3
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